What is it like knowing that your going to die?

What is it like to have the courage to pick up a gun and aim it at your head?

What does it feel like when that bullet passes through your head? Does it hurt for a split second? Or does it hurt for a long time?

What does it feel like to cut yourself open, watching your own blood and guts pour out of you?

What does it feel like to swallow a deadly pill or many of them and close your eyes for the last time?

What does it feel like to hang yourself? Does it kill you quickly? Or does it choke you slowly?